EMAILING IN

I tried emailing this in to test it out. It didn't work. Thirty dollars well spent there.

I'm in a very odd mood. One of the moods where I feel like deleting my YouTube channel, just to see what happens, just to keep things interesting again. I think I'm at a creative block with YouTube at the moment. I'm re-making Episode 1 of The Random Touch - spent all day on it - so that's really fun, just like when I first started. It'd be very odd if my whole three year YouTube 'career' was just a huge digression between Random Touch episodes and I just went back to doing those.

I just don't like having to sell things to my subscribers all the time. I love being with DFTBA and all that stuff but I don't want to treat them like customers.

I was supposed to be uploading a video for an HP contest today, for which they were going to pay me, and this morning I watched it through and just couldn't shake a feeling in my stomach that the video wasn't good and it wouldn't be good to make it public. So I dropped out of the contest.

I've also been chatting to the Apartment Red people lately about some stuff but I don't think I want to do that anymore now.

I just miss a time when the internet was fun and wasn't my job.

Alex

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